my brain's turning into mush. dang. i can't seem to think properly anymore.

hmn, Christina Aguilera's, or Baby Jane, as she wishes to be called now, song impossible is stuck in my head. that song's nice. and i really want to get a hold of her latest album, back to basics. i like her, but, it's like her latest song ain't no other man is not really clinging on to me. but, i do love the video, cause i love the style of the roving 20s // 30s and such. i really love the shoes too! haha. that's really superficial. i should stop. haha. but, she really has a good voice and can sing, unlike some other people.

i can't stand my mother and my aunt i tell you. bloody bitches. that's why i don't wanna come home early. i don't wanna see your face! i tell you. my aunt is this super big hypocrite. she says nice things to your front, but behind your back, she spits venom at you! it's like she has no children at all, and she is telling my mother how bad a child i am. go fuck yourself please! GOD! i tell you i can't stand her! she thinks the whole world revolves around her. stupid bitch. no wonder the husbad left her. it's just sad that i can't leave her.

hmn. let me ask those who actually bother to read this blog. can you love someone who loves you tho you love someone else? like, if this person likes you so much, but, she's a real good friend, and you don't wanna hurt that friendship. i mean, i do love her, but not that way... and besides that, you already like someone else like that much; and somehow can't forget. i don't wanna hurt her either. what will you do? more importantly, what should i do?